Friday, 27 May 2011

Rainy Day, Rainy May

Hi, this is Moody Girl and welcome to my Moody World. I have a lot to be moody about these days (I'll get to that in upcoming blogs) but generally I'm moody on a regular basis. I have moments of happiness that comes in bouts of spontaneity like everyone else, but looking back I've always been somewhat of a moody person. For a moody person like myself, the continuous rain and dreary weather is a perfect backdrop to my low key personality, however, this is getting to be a little too much. One or two days of sunshine while the rain continues to pour relentlessly is starting to get on my nerves. Did I mention that it is not conducive to a good hair day! Not to mention I'm not sure what to wear on a daily basis, do I wear something dark and dreary much like the rest of the year or do I try to fool myself into thinking that wearing something light and floral will perk up my mood? This is quite the challenge for my wardrobe, but really what do I care? Lately, I've been in seclusion trying to get my life together. They say, "When it rains, it pours". (Who are they exactly?) It's very true indeed. I've had my share of obstacles these past two years, especially this past year with a culmination of intersecting events. I'm at a crossroads in virtually every area of my life. I tell myself it's a good transition for change to occur, but I'm nervous about what lies ahead. I have multiple obstacles to overcome and I've chosen to express myself through writing instead of heavy drinking. And so it begins....

Goodnight.
Moody Girl Out.